I'm still n luv w/my bf of 15 yrs & I let him know 4 days ago & no response. email. A church friend moved?

dinperls48 · Yahoo User

back 2 town & we're dating. He wants 2 take it further. I keep thinking of bf as the ONE. My bf (plutonic), gave Xmas, Valentine & Easter gifts, candy, dinners, keys 2 cars, asked daily if I was happy, made me laugh when sad, met friends, fam, co-workers & x-gfs. His fam & friends said he's cheap & bought no x-gfs gifts, constantly spoke highly of me, bragged about my cooking & how he loved me. I was the type to marry. I went home 4 Xmas & daily he said I miss u & asked if I wanted 2 b his roommate 4eva? He drove me everywhere & said he luvs 2 meet my needs & we're equal. I asked if he'd date me someday & said, no we're just friends. He built his dream home & wanted me 2 live w/him. Later he dated an ex-gf (3rd time). I was hurt & moved home. He begged me not to leave. They didn't work out. I was devasted 4 years & so wasn't he. For 6 yrs we sent weekly emails & talked on phone & he'd says things as if he liked me. Should I let go or wait for his response? Just pursue church friend?BF means best friend not boyfriend.